new moon

After watching new moon yesterday, I think maybe the movie will be more interesting to watch for me if I previously did not read the book. I just can see that many of the people watching the movie in the same theater with me haven't read the book.. I wish I haven't.. Mr. qX was very nice, willingly accompany me watching it. Though I think he was definitely bored..

This is not exactly what I wore yesterday because I changed the top and the shawl.. but it's just hard to get a chance where I can ask my sister or Mr. qX to get a nice picture of me. So I think I have to post it anyway. Btw the sneakers are my sister's. She's at oman currently and I'm borrowing it.. :D

pegel.. :(

Just arrived home and I've got the new moon tickets.. Kind of tired actually and my feets sore because instead of going straight home, I took a detour. First I went to Hypermart at Gajah Mada Plaza and bought carefree panty liners, johnson & johnson baby soap and some snacks :D Then I decided to go to Pasar Baru to buy a bottle of loreal make up remover. Unfortunately, it is still out of stock.. I've got to immediately buy one though coz mine is running out..

And btw I've decided to use the 200K MAP voucher on a converse shoes, but none of the items displayed at the Sports Warehouse in Java Department Store really catches my attention.. :(

wise words

got a forward e-mail from my friend..

Sebaiknya pesan ini ditempelkan
di cermin kamar mandimu supaya dibaca tiap pagi.
Mungkin kau tak menyadarinya, tapi ini 100% benar adanya.

1. Paling tidak ada 2 orang di dunia ini yang dirimu bersedia mati untuk mereka.

2. Paling tidak ada 15 orang di dunia ini yang mencintaimu dengan cara mereka masing-masing.

3. Satu2nya alasan kenapa seseorang benci padamu adalah karena dia sangat ingin sepertimu.

4. Senyuman darimu dapat membawa kegembiraan kepada orang lain,walaupun mereka tidak suka padamu.

5. Setiap malam, SESEORANG memikirkanmu sebelum dia pergi tidur.

6. Kau adalah dunianya seseorang.

7. Kau istimewa dan unik bagi seseorang.

8. Seseorang yang bahkan tidak kau sadari hadir di dunia ini,mencintaimu.

9. Ketika kau melakukan kesalahan besar, ingatlah ada sesuatu pelajaran baik dari kesalahan itu.

10. Ketika kau berpikir bahwa sel uruh dunia meninggalkanmu, cobalah pandang ke arah lain.

11. Cobalah ingat semua pujian yang kau terima. Tapi lupakan hinaan.


Teman-teman baik selalu seperti bintang. Kau tak selalu bisa dekat dengannya,tapi kau tahu mereka selalu disana untukmu.

"Ketika Tuhan menutup salah satu pintuNya, Dia selalu membuka pintu pintu lainnya, walaupun terkadang perjalanan kesana seperti neraka”

Happiness keeps You Sweet,
Trials keep You Strong,
Sorrows keep You Human,
Failures keeps You Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,

the rain

I got up this morning with this usual "I don't want to get up" sleepiness which eventually goes away when the cold water showered my head. I have put on my make up, get dressed and ready to go to work when I heard the rain outside poured harder.. I waited and waited but the rain was still pouring hard. Then I could Mr. qX, my love one who is supposed to pick me up at Blok M and it turns out then it's also raining in the South of Jakarta.. n... he suggested to just skip the day off from work and just called in sick.. :D it's a very good idea n I didn't oppose to it.. so here I am writing this at home, away from the rain and all of the muddy puddles which always irritate me because it will mess up my jeans. Hopefully no one at the office knows about this blog, otherwise I will be kind of doomed.. :p

So now I'm currently wearing a jacket which do not actually give much protection against the cold air from the air conditioner, thinking about going to Mie
Encim to eat some soy noodles for breakfast and waiting until about maybe 10 or 11 o'clock to go to Djakarta theater to get two New Moon tickets for me and Mr. qX of course.. :)

questions

so many questions unanswered.. currently remain in my head.. would I finally be brave enough to tell my father that I don't want any other man to be married to except Mr. qX? would my father let me to be married to Mr. qX? what should I do if he said no? will I be able to find other man who could be so patient towards me the way Mr. qX does, the way Mr. qX can settle in my heart as my "only love" as well as my best friend? and so on and so forth.. I know that I have to get them answered and I have to be brave to face whatever happens next.. Please God help me.. T_T

definitely not well

ak sakit.. T_T awalnya cuma batuk disertai dengan suara serak yang hampir hilang.. sekarang setelah tadi dibuat capek dengan menjadi pagar ayu di acara huang siregar malah jadi pilek.. meler terus dari tadi. sbnrny sh dr kmrn udh pilekny udh muncul, tapi skrng ga brenti meler terus.. tissue segulung udh ampir abis.. beep.. beep.. ternyata mr. Qx sms "sayang gi apa? dah mkn sayang?" ah.. pengen nangis.. ak mauny dibeliin makanan trus disuapin.. T_T kepala aku juga pusing.. berat bgt..

embracing oneself

I have to let go of other people's opinion and embrace my own. I know the power within me is stronger than all the opinions of the world.