SEBEEEEELLLLL....

tadinya ga mau marah.. tapi akhirnya marah juga.. padahal udh janjian dari siang klo jm 6 dia bakalan jemput ke rumah. Dari sblm jm 6 ak udah siap, tinggal jalan.. Trus telponlah dia, bilang klo msh di bengkel, jadi baru bisa jemput jm 7.. ya udah ak ga marah.. ak tunggu deh sampe jm 7.. Ternyata kira2 jem stengah 7 dia telp.. udah tau kan dia bakal ngomong apa.. padahal aku udah siap.. baju udah bagus, udah wangi.. GA JADI PEGI.. GARA2 NEMENIN TEMENNYA KE BENGKEL.. GIMANA GA MARAH.. DIA AJA WAKTU ITU MARAH2 HAMPIR GA JADI PEGI PADAHAL DIA UDAH SIAP..

doh..

He's out there, spending time with his family and doing God knows what.. while I'm stuck at home.. eat, sleep, eat, sleep.. AAAAARRRRGGGHHHH.....

missin' her

At this very time, I have always missed her.. Terribly miss her cooking especially during holiday when we didn't go out of town. Miss her smell whenever I hug her. Her smile and even her scowl.

If she was still here, we would have been out of town right now. Having fun instead of staying at home without having something nice to eat. Hating my father for going for a vacation with his lunatic dwarf wife.

last sunday

I know it's a little too late to tell, but it's for the sake of this blog.. :p

Last sunday, I and some of my fellowed Huang friends performed a Tibetan dance and unfortunately I did not perform very well.. Uuuggghhh... I hate it because I know that I could do better than that. Maybe because I have only practiced once. I shouldn't have blamed myself, they told me. But still I know myself, I always want to do things perfectly. I know that I can't always do things in perfect ways, but at least it's standard with no mistakes.. but it's really awful last sunday and I did quite a lot of mistakes.. I'm embarrassed of myself..

Well, done with the embarrassing things, I finally decided to attend one of the Fashionese Daily gathering last Monday although I've only just became a member for about 2 weeks.. :) It's actually a "buka bersama" event and I'm not fasting but it's still open for the members who are not fasting.. Anyway, the gathering was fun.. although a few of the members looked as if they come from the higher level of the city's society IMO. No offense please and pardon me for my saying, but it's just my opinion.. Maybe because I don't know them and they don't know me. There is a saying "tak kenal maka tak sayang". I know that I have to get to know them to know who they really are..

The best thing happened to me when the games began.. I was called by some of the old members to join their group, because we ought to have five people in a group. The people in my group, Jenna, Venuz, Anthy and Kitty Minky, are really nice.. Thank u guys for having me in your group.. :) We won the 1st prize for "mengiklankan" soyjoy btw and each of us got 250K worth of MAP voucher from soyjoy, the sponsor of the event.. Yay.. Now I'm currently still in the search for the thing that I should spent the voucher for.. Think.. Think..

Btw, I finally got a picture of the CnK shoes that I have mentioned in one of my previous posts. Ta da.. Isn't she beauteous..

primer

Hey.. I got better today n decided to go to GI with Mr. qX. Took a quick look of Brightspot Market there. Love the suede melissa shoes btw but the price is still a no no for me n thank God that the SA told me that they haven't got any stock of them yet.. the suede melissa is just there as a display.. sweet..

We couldn't get a place at the food court.. we're late again.. coz it's still fasting month.. n we got into an argument about not getting any seat.. AGAIN.. oh, I'm getting annoyed just by remembering it.. It's not my fault anyway.. We've gotten there at more or less 5PM but he said it's too soon so we went to take a look of the Brightspot market and bought a Nu Green Tea for him at the FoodHall.. Unfortunately.. by the time we got to the food court, there were no seat left for us..

Well, at least I bought the purple MUFE primer.. It looked good on my face when the SA applied it on my face.. my face looked brighter. can't wait to try it myself.. :) Hopefully it won't put any pimples on my face.. crossin' my fingers.. :p almost tempted to buy the under-eye concealer also because it blended nicely under my eye but because the primer itself is already 315K and the concealer is about 200K, I just can't buy it.. I can't, I can't.. that's it I said it over n over again in my head.. maybe later.. :p

We got over the argument anyway n decided to eat at a Mangga Besar. I forgot its name. kind of difficult for me to explain about the food there in English.. not because they tastes bad, but I just can't explain how nice the food are..

not good

Today, I don't feel really good. I already have difficulties getting my own saliva down my throat from the time I wake up in the morning. It's like swallowing a golf ball.. T_T

But Mr. qX has been so sweet since last night, urging me to take some medicine and pure honey although it's really hard for me to swallow the honey coz its texture in my mouth made me gag


I hope I will feel better tomorrow.. I really want to go to the Brightspot Market at GI.. shopping.. shopping yay :) though I'm not sure that I will find things that suits my budget :p if there are, it will be awesome.

memupuk cinta.. :p

I got this quotation when reading one of the posts at lajangdanmenikah.com.. surely inspiring..

We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it.
(John Lennon)

sweet things

The sweetest things that I have to remember, especially when I'm angry at him or when we're in a fight, is that he always willingly rides me home from Kemang to my place near Pasar Baru, which means that he has to go all the way back to his place near Kemang..

Of course he can only do this if he can manage to pick me up at Kemang on time.. because his office is at Kelapa Gading.. So sweet of him.. Thank u so much honey.. Mmmuuaacchh.. :)

the city

Oh.. Indonesia.. Jakarta, to be exact.. the city where I have lived in since I was born.. the city which I love the most and hate at the same time..

Do u know Mr. G ("G" stands for governor)? The Trans Jakarta that u call the anti-traffic jam transportation was held up today by I don't know what.. which causes us, some of your beloved Jakarta's citizenry to queue until God knows when.. sweating our clothes off, packed in this quite small poorly ventilated cubicle bus station to wait for the orange bus to come pick us up.. as we don't have any other option than to wait for that f@#$%n orange bus coz u have banned the other buses which pass through our neighborhood..

Well.. I believe u don't know.. coz u have never experienced what we have gone through almost everyday.. It's because you travel around by using your own private car.. air conditioned and equipped with a chauffeur who are ready to drive you anywhere u want to go..

In addition, I guess u will not believe what I've seen while I'm in the orange bus on my way home.. the traffic at the Sarinah intersection was almost in a chaotic condition while all of the police who should have been working were in fact, chit chatting in their station..Hmm.. What a good officer they are..

another month

Can't believe that it's already September.. Uugghh.. I want to go somewhere nice.. T_T

telat bgt

I have written this since last month but somehow I cannot urge myself to post it until now.. :p Well, here it is..

I went to EX's Pizza Hut with my second sister on Friday, July 10, 2009 to treat her before she went to Bintan to work there as an apprentice. Well, the prices of food have gone higher these days. We spent 150K for a lasagna, a beef fettucine, a small size cheesy bites "American Favourite" pizza and two glasses of iced lemon tea. I know that the pizza is not actually the real American favourite.. :p

Anyway.. we shared the lasagna and the fettucine and we're already full before eating the pizza.. But still we finished them, as our mom always told us to finish our food. We were lucky that we did not throw up.. It was such a shame anyway to throw up all the food as the food was nice.. I always love the lasagna and the beef fettucine at Pizza Hut.

We went window-shopping after that.. as I literally could not afford almost all of the clothes displayed there and although there are some that I could afford, I would still think about a hundred timed to buy them as they were still too expensive for me.. Ow.. poor moi.. :( However, on the bright side.. we found a little accesories shop named Phoebe and Chloe. It is a pink dominated shop and the sales promotion girls wear a lolita look-alike dress. And I found this "engraved" ring.. Pardon me if I have misstated the type of the ring.. I should have googled more..

Well.. actually my sister found it first and showed it to me.. Lucky me that she was not interested in it as it was the only one left.. It was in fact, not in the right shape and chipped a little. I asked the SPG if there is any other left of the same kind of ring and you know the answer.. In addition, the shop has only one branch at Paris Van Java. I do not have a plan to go to Bandung anytime soon so I bought the ring anyway..


I have spent most of my life searching for this kind of ring.. :D lebai.. It isn't actually similar to what I've dreamed my ring would be. But I think it does suffice for now. I bought it for only 20K.. Quite affordable for a store at PI.. I think..

I'm still in search for my dream ring, of course.. and waiting for the special guy to present me "the one" ring.. :) hopefully soon..