the jersey dress

I finally bought the Nikicio signature dress in black spandex jersey. I ordered it via e-mail and it supposed to be sent to my office address. However, Indriana from Nikicio team asked whether or not I want to pick the dress myself to her house as it is located not far from Kemang and I delightfully say yes.. :D although at the end I thought to myself that as I picked the dress myself, they shouldn't have charged me for the delivery fee.. Well, but I try not to think about that.. because.. the dress is so nice.. looked nice on me as well of course.. :D the fabric is nice too.. it really worth the price as I've never bought a dress in that kind of price :p I'm considering it as a christmas present for myself.

a "diet"

from the nokia cellphone, the blue ring to the black swatch watch.. and last but not least the signature dress that I've ordered. Haven't paid yet..later tonight I will.. hopefully, it will be really truly useful for me.. not just another dress that will spend more time hangs in the closet and less time hangs on my body.. coz it costs me quite a lot which caused me to promise to myself that I'm going to have a "shopping diet".. well, it's just a matter of "can I really do it?" *convincing myself.. I can.. and I will be able to do it* YAY.. I think shopping has been my way out of stress lately.. :D

new watch

finally.. I have a watch.. bought it yesterday at MKG during a late night shopping. Mr. qX borrowed me some money to buy it coz I haven't got my salary yet.. so nice of him.. :) and he got himself three pieces of tees from Giordano.. at least he also spent his money.. :D

relieved

I got another ring last Friday.. bought it at Thetanea Pejaten Village. I've been looking for a ring with precious stones.. but haven't got one that I really like. I know that this one is not real, but it's pretty so I bought it anyway :D



And u know what.. after soooo loooong preparing myself, I was finally able to talk to my father about my boyfriend and to ask for his "permission" to get on my relationship with him. I felt so relieved coz it's not as horrible as I have thought it would..

new moon

After watching new moon yesterday, I think maybe the movie will be more interesting to watch for me if I previously did not read the book. I just can see that many of the people watching the movie in the same theater with me haven't read the book.. I wish I haven't.. Mr. qX was very nice, willingly accompany me watching it. Though I think he was definitely bored..

This is not exactly what I wore yesterday because I changed the top and the shawl.. but it's just hard to get a chance where I can ask my sister or Mr. qX to get a nice picture of me. So I think I have to post it anyway. Btw the sneakers are my sister's. She's at oman currently and I'm borrowing it.. :D

pegel.. :(

Just arrived home and I've got the new moon tickets.. Kind of tired actually and my feets sore because instead of going straight home, I took a detour. First I went to Hypermart at Gajah Mada Plaza and bought carefree panty liners, johnson & johnson baby soap and some snacks :D Then I decided to go to Pasar Baru to buy a bottle of loreal make up remover. Unfortunately, it is still out of stock.. I've got to immediately buy one though coz mine is running out..

And btw I've decided to use the 200K MAP voucher on a converse shoes, but none of the items displayed at the Sports Warehouse in Java Department Store really catches my attention.. :(

wise words

got a forward e-mail from my friend..

Sebaiknya pesan ini ditempelkan
di cermin kamar mandimu supaya dibaca tiap pagi.
Mungkin kau tak menyadarinya, tapi ini 100% benar adanya.

1. Paling tidak ada 2 orang di dunia ini yang dirimu bersedia mati untuk mereka.

2. Paling tidak ada 15 orang di dunia ini yang mencintaimu dengan cara mereka masing-masing.

3. Satu2nya alasan kenapa seseorang benci padamu adalah karena dia sangat ingin sepertimu.

4. Senyuman darimu dapat membawa kegembiraan kepada orang lain,walaupun mereka tidak suka padamu.

5. Setiap malam, SESEORANG memikirkanmu sebelum dia pergi tidur.

6. Kau adalah dunianya seseorang.

7. Kau istimewa dan unik bagi seseorang.

8. Seseorang yang bahkan tidak kau sadari hadir di dunia ini,mencintaimu.

9. Ketika kau melakukan kesalahan besar, ingatlah ada sesuatu pelajaran baik dari kesalahan itu.

10. Ketika kau berpikir bahwa sel uruh dunia meninggalkanmu, cobalah pandang ke arah lain.

11. Cobalah ingat semua pujian yang kau terima. Tapi lupakan hinaan.


Teman-teman baik selalu seperti bintang. Kau tak selalu bisa dekat dengannya,tapi kau tahu mereka selalu disana untukmu.

"Ketika Tuhan menutup salah satu pintuNya, Dia selalu membuka pintu pintu lainnya, walaupun terkadang perjalanan kesana seperti neraka”

Happiness keeps You Sweet,
Trials keep You Strong,
Sorrows keep You Human,
Failures keeps You Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,

the rain

I got up this morning with this usual "I don't want to get up" sleepiness which eventually goes away when the cold water showered my head. I have put on my make up, get dressed and ready to go to work when I heard the rain outside poured harder.. I waited and waited but the rain was still pouring hard. Then I could Mr. qX, my love one who is supposed to pick me up at Blok M and it turns out then it's also raining in the South of Jakarta.. n... he suggested to just skip the day off from work and just called in sick.. :D it's a very good idea n I didn't oppose to it.. so here I am writing this at home, away from the rain and all of the muddy puddles which always irritate me because it will mess up my jeans. Hopefully no one at the office knows about this blog, otherwise I will be kind of doomed.. :p

So now I'm currently wearing a jacket which do not actually give much protection against the cold air from the air conditioner, thinking about going to Mie
Encim to eat some soy noodles for breakfast and waiting until about maybe 10 or 11 o'clock to go to Djakarta theater to get two New Moon tickets for me and Mr. qX of course.. :)

questions

so many questions unanswered.. currently remain in my head.. would I finally be brave enough to tell my father that I don't want any other man to be married to except Mr. qX? would my father let me to be married to Mr. qX? what should I do if he said no? will I be able to find other man who could be so patient towards me the way Mr. qX does, the way Mr. qX can settle in my heart as my "only love" as well as my best friend? and so on and so forth.. I know that I have to get them answered and I have to be brave to face whatever happens next.. Please God help me.. T_T

definitely not well

ak sakit.. T_T awalnya cuma batuk disertai dengan suara serak yang hampir hilang.. sekarang setelah tadi dibuat capek dengan menjadi pagar ayu di acara huang siregar malah jadi pilek.. meler terus dari tadi. sbnrny sh dr kmrn udh pilekny udh muncul, tapi skrng ga brenti meler terus.. tissue segulung udh ampir abis.. beep.. beep.. ternyata mr. Qx sms "sayang gi apa? dah mkn sayang?" ah.. pengen nangis.. ak mauny dibeliin makanan trus disuapin.. T_T kepala aku juga pusing.. berat bgt..

embracing oneself

I have to let go of other people's opinion and embrace my own. I know the power within me is stronger than all the opinions of the world.

ga bakal bisa dilupain

sekali lg gw hrs post hal yg bikin gw kesel.. kali ini gw kesel stengah mati, sampe berhari2 gw ga bisa lupain kejadian ini, sampe gw ngebayangin kata2 yg mestiny gw ucapin pas kejadian.. kykny ini blog jd curhatan kekesalan gw.. gpp lah.. gw sndiri ini yg bikin.. :p

begini kejadianny.. hr jumat sore sprt biasa pulang kantor gw naek kopaja dari kemang ke blok m.. hr itu pas dpt kopajany yg rame, ga dpt duduk n gw bertengger di pinggir pintu blkng, nyender ke bangku yg ada pas di dpn perut gw.. makin rame.. tiba2 ada tangan dr blkng (yg mgkn mo pegangan ke pintu) mendorong badan gw sampe perut gw sakit kena bangku. ya terang aj gw dorong balik tuh tangan pake punggung gw.. EH si tangan lgsg dorong balik badan gw dgn kencangny.. trus abis itu ga berapa lama si tangan itu nyikut badan gw kenceng dengan sengaja (orng bisa ngerasa yg mana yg sengaja n yg ngga kn ya), kykny dua x dh dia nyikut n akhirny gw tau tangan itu milik bapak2 jelek bersafari.

lalu krn kopajany smakin rame n gw ga mao disikut terus sm tuh bapak, gw beringsut lh kedlm.. EH MALAH SI BAPAK JELEK ITU NGINJEK KAKI GW.. #$%& DIA SENGAJA.. KENCENG PULA.. AAARRRGGGGHHH.. trus abis itu dia mulai ngoceh2 gw lah yg ga mo disenggol, nyuru2 gw naek taksi krn ga mo disenggol, bilang untung gw cewe klo gw cowo ga tau udh diapain sm dia trus bilang baru pertama ktemu penumpang yg kyk gw..

inilah yg SEHARUSNYA gw bilang di dpn bapak itu wkt itu.. "maaf ya bapak yang BIJAKSANA, saya jg baru tau klo disenggol itu artiny DISIKUT BEBERAPA KALI SECARA SENGAJA DAN JUGA DIINJAK KAKINY SECARA SENGAJA.. siapa situ nyuruh2 saya naek taksi, klo bapak ga mo nyenggol orng, situ aj yg naek taksi sono.. ngapain nyuruh2 saya.. bijaksana bgt bisa bilang ga bakal ngapa-ngapain cewe, pdhl diem2 udh sengaja nyikut saya berapa x n nginjek kaki saya dengan kenceng.. BIJAKSANA SEKALI YA OMONGAN SITU.. SIAPA COBA YG MESTINY MARAH.. SITU YG SENGAJA NYIKUT SAYA DAN INJEK KAKI SAYA.. EMANG SAYA APAIN SITU.. SITU MESTINY MALU.."

tapi sayangny gw ga ngomong kyk gitu.. gw malah nangis.. gw sebel sm diri gw sendiri.. knp malah nangis coba.. pdhl kn yg salah bkn gw.. sampe gw sesegukan di busway.. pdhl gw udh sengaja duduk di paling ujung belakang tapi ada bapak2 di sebelah gw yg berusaha menenangkan gw.. "berdoa nak.. cobaan pasti berakhir," kata si bapak.. tapi justru kata2 si bapak itu bikin gw tambah mewek.. baru aj gw ktemu bapak2 yg jahat yg mempermalukan gw, abis itu gw malah ktemu sama bapak2 yg baik.. lama bgt baru gw bisa brenti nangis..

well, pokokny mesti latian marah2 sama orng.. spy kejadian kyk gitu ga terulang lagi.. klo udh menang marah2ny baru bole nangis.. HARUS BISA..

bacot..

ugh.. sebel dh kmrn pas di busway ada anak2 kuliahan yg baru pulang gitu.. rame bgt.. ya ampun itu bacot.. ada 1 anak cowo yg ngomongny paling kenceng, udh suarany agak2 cempreng gitu lg.. pengen bgt ngomong lgsg di dpn mukany "eh tolong dong.. ini angkutan umum bkn mobil pribadi situ.. jd klo ngomong tlng dijaga volumeny.. klo cerita ga usah sampe ke seluruh bus.." Sayangny gw kagak berani.. hi..hi.. takut nanti ternyata hampir seluruh bus enjoy ngedengerin cerita si anak2 bacot gede itu.. :D membela diri..

banyak kerjaan

Si ibu bilang minggu depan dia pegi selama seminggu. trus gw dikasih kerjaan segaban gitu, katanya mesti udh selesai pas wkt dia balik.. hu uh.. bisa ga ya selesai??? bisa pasti bisa.. harus semangat :D sapa tau pas si ibu balik bakal dapet oleh2 hi..hi.. sapa tau dengan pengorbanan nyelesain kerjaan yg banyak itu, bln desember bisa dapet bonus gede.. ya bu ya.. :D amin..amin..

Hari ini masih bisa pulang tango.. tapi nyampeny rmhny justru telat, jm stengah 8 aj.. ga tau ada macet apa di bunderan HI.. lama bgt buswayny ga jln2.. trus tadi pas naek angkot, bannya kempes.. mesti nungguin si abang ganti ban dulu skitar 15 menitan gitu.. untung ada 2 orng lg dlm angkot yg ikut nungguin jg.. :p

Btw my first cottonink shawls have arrived today.. :) can't wait to wear it tomorrow.. kirain tadiny bakal nyampe besok, ga tauny hr ini.. senangny.. :D cuma 1 hr lho.. soalny mrk bilang kirimny kmrn.. here are my new babies..

cape

hari ini hampir aj ga bisa pulang tango krn si ibu bilang mo balik lg ke kntor skitar jm 4. pas di telp katany mo dateng jem 4, ditungguin sampe jem stengah 5 eh ga dateng2. akhirnya ak telp lah.. mancing2 soal e-mail yg ga kekirim.. eh ga tauny dari nada suarany kykny dia lupa dh klo dia tdny mo dtng ke kntor.. uh.. klo gitu dari tadi kek bu.. akhirnya surat2 yg udh gw bikin mesti dibawain ke rumahny bwt ditandatangan spy bisa dikirim hari itu jg katanya.. udh hopeless aj tdny, nungguin si bapak yg dimintain tolong utk bawain surat ke rumah ibu lmyn lama ga balik2 ke kantor.. eh.. ternyata jm 5 kurang dengan senyum si bapak membawakan surat2 itu.. jadilah tetep pulang tango hari ini :)

serba salah sama si ibu.. giliran surat2ny cepet gw kerjain, dia kasih surat2 berikutny dalam jmlh banyak.. tapi klo gw kerjainny nyicil2.. ditagih2 mlulu.. nasib jd bawahan.. yah mudah2an aj desember ini dapet bonusnya berkali-kali lipet.. he..he.. bole lah mimpi.. :)

oiya.. masa tadi sempet liat kecelakaan di jalan 2x.. sbnrnny ga liat pas kecelakaanny seh.. yg prtama ak lg di kopaja. trus ada motor lewat.. ekspat naek kawasaki ninja ijo, mo nyelip kopaja dari kiri.. eh ga berapa detik berikutny *crash* bunyi tabrakan gitu kaca pecah.. si kawasaki nabrak kijang ato panther gitu.. warna ijo jg.. gw ngliat si ekspat jalan terpincang2.. byk orng minggirin motorny.. kykny sh mobil n motorny ga rusak parah, paling pecah kaca.. si ekspatny agak trauma x ya tau dh.. klo gw yg ngalamin sh agak trauma.. kenceng bgt bunyi tabrakanny, untung dia ga mental..

today's lesson: jgn mendahului kendaraan lain dari sebelah kiri!!!

trus kecelakaan yg kedua pas gw lg di angkot, gw liat byk orng rame2 gitu di dpn skul budi mulia.. ada cewe yg kykny lg pingsan dipegangin orng gitu.. trus ada bapak yg ngomong "mana orngny yg bawa? mana orngny yg bawa?" udh sh cuma ngliat gitu aj.. brarti bkn ngliat kecelakaanny ya.. :D

jalan-jalan

I spent almost all day today with Mr. qX. Exhausted but happy..

In the morning, we went to Balai Sarwono to check out a garage sale held out by CottonInk founders.. A big mistake actually, showing up there at almost 12PM, when I think they weren't completely ready.. n there is not even any other customer besides me.. It's just awkward.. so I give up after only looking at the clothes at 1 booth..

After that we went to WTC Mangga Dua to look at some cars.. Yep, that's right.. Mr. qX wants to but a car.. a BMW to be exact.. a blue one, because he really likes blue.. :) We haven't got one of course, coz we only browsed around and asked about the payment terms.. We walked around until our feet sore.. :p huff.. exhausted..

But then we still decided to watch a movie.. Haven't watched a movie with him for quite some time.. We watched "the ugly truth".. It's so so.. there isn't much funny part in the movie.. but it's still quite entertaining to watch.. Then before going home, we bought martabak telor at Pecenongan.. :) because I was having a crave for it :p It's 40K but it worth it coz it tastes good.. yum.. especially when it's still hot..

garage stuff

Knowing that there will be 2 garage sale, one is going to be held at Closet Quickies parking lot at Bangka & the other one is held by CottonInk founders :p at Balai Sarwono, Warung Solo Complex at Jeruk Purut, is not helping my economical condition.. Wanting to buy stuff while worrying about the money is kinda sad, isn't it? hmm.. that's what happening to me right now.. I want to buy this.. that.. Aaaaarrrggghhh...

btw.. I've sent an e-mail to order some of cottonink's shawl last hmm.. Wednesday I guess but haven't received any reply til now.. :( so sad.. really want those shawls.. I guess they're busy preparing the garage sale..

work.. work..

Beberapa hari ini banyak banget kerjaan dari si ibu itu.. yang tugas utama masih ada dikasih kerjaan sampingan segambreng lagi.. dengan embel2 "klo bisa selesai hr ini ya.." hmm.. cape deh.. hati berkata "ya ga bakal selesai 1 hari lah bu.. yang setumpuk ini blom selesai, ibu kasih setumpuk lagi.."

Kasian si mbak yg biasa dikasih kerjaan2 itu sama si ibu.. mgkn sakit mata gara2 kebanyakan kerjaan kyk gini.. serem bgt deh klo mesti sampe operasi mata.. kudoakan ya mbak semoga cepet sembuh n bisa kembali normal n kerja lagi.. walaupun kerjaan yg banyak itu akan kembali ke mbak.. :)

oiya.. ak bingung.. bingung.. bingung.. udah lama bgt pengen pesen cottonink shawl blom jadi2.. bingung milih warnany.. mauny pesenny banyak.. tapi klo banyak nanti ga cukup duitny.. :(

grateful

kmrn ngrasa kesel n sedih gara2 temen gw.. dia mo married n nawarin gw utk ikutan ritual sblm kawinanny gitu.. katany butuh 5 orng, trus gw bilang ntar nunggu gw bisa ijin cuti ato ga. acarany jumat n dia nawarin ari selasa klo ga senen klo ga salah.. trus rabuny gw ngabarin ke dia klo gw bisa cuti..

TERNYATA dia bilang dengan ha..ha.. he..he.. (lwt YM sh) kurang lebih begini: "gpp say.. sayang cuti lo.. gw udh dpt 5 orng koq.. " HALOOOO.. gw udh minta cutiny tau.. well, gw ga lgsg ngomong gitu sh ke dia.. coz gw bkn orng yg bisa lgsg ngomong n marah2 lgsg di dpn muka orng.. gw cuma bisa bilang "o.. ok" Cuma bisa gitu doang gw.. kbiasaan buruk neh.. mesti berlatih spy bisa2 marah2 langsung.. well, sbnrnny sh dia ga salah2 amat.. tapi dia kan bisa kasitau dulu klo dia udh dpt 5 orng.. ya ga seh?

tapi sekarang gw malu krn gw ngrasa sedih cuma gara2 hal sepele kyk gitu.. ada byk orng laen yg skrng ngrasain hal yg lbh parah.. kehilangan tempat tinggal, kehilangan saudara.. gw ga bisa ngebayangin klo semua hal itu terjadi seketika sama gw.. krn hal itu bisa terjadi kpn aj dan dimana aj.. I'm crying right now.. keinget lg sm nyokap.. krn gw bisa ngerasain gimana rasanya kehilangan orng yg lo sayang.. my deep condolences for the earthquakes victims in Padang.. semoga bisa tabah..

anyway.. today is HAPPY BATIK DAY.. krn UNESCO udh ngumumin bahwa batik adalah warisan budaya dari Indonesia..

SEBEEEEELLLLL....

tadinya ga mau marah.. tapi akhirnya marah juga.. padahal udh janjian dari siang klo jm 6 dia bakalan jemput ke rumah. Dari sblm jm 6 ak udah siap, tinggal jalan.. Trus telponlah dia, bilang klo msh di bengkel, jadi baru bisa jemput jm 7.. ya udah ak ga marah.. ak tunggu deh sampe jm 7.. Ternyata kira2 jem stengah 7 dia telp.. udah tau kan dia bakal ngomong apa.. padahal aku udah siap.. baju udah bagus, udah wangi.. GA JADI PEGI.. GARA2 NEMENIN TEMENNYA KE BENGKEL.. GIMANA GA MARAH.. DIA AJA WAKTU ITU MARAH2 HAMPIR GA JADI PEGI PADAHAL DIA UDAH SIAP..

doh..

He's out there, spending time with his family and doing God knows what.. while I'm stuck at home.. eat, sleep, eat, sleep.. AAAAARRRRGGGHHHH.....

missin' her

At this very time, I have always missed her.. Terribly miss her cooking especially during holiday when we didn't go out of town. Miss her smell whenever I hug her. Her smile and even her scowl.

If she was still here, we would have been out of town right now. Having fun instead of staying at home without having something nice to eat. Hating my father for going for a vacation with his lunatic dwarf wife.

last sunday

I know it's a little too late to tell, but it's for the sake of this blog.. :p

Last sunday, I and some of my fellowed Huang friends performed a Tibetan dance and unfortunately I did not perform very well.. Uuuggghhh... I hate it because I know that I could do better than that. Maybe because I have only practiced once. I shouldn't have blamed myself, they told me. But still I know myself, I always want to do things perfectly. I know that I can't always do things in perfect ways, but at least it's standard with no mistakes.. but it's really awful last sunday and I did quite a lot of mistakes.. I'm embarrassed of myself..

Well, done with the embarrassing things, I finally decided to attend one of the Fashionese Daily gathering last Monday although I've only just became a member for about 2 weeks.. :) It's actually a "buka bersama" event and I'm not fasting but it's still open for the members who are not fasting.. Anyway, the gathering was fun.. although a few of the members looked as if they come from the higher level of the city's society IMO. No offense please and pardon me for my saying, but it's just my opinion.. Maybe because I don't know them and they don't know me. There is a saying "tak kenal maka tak sayang". I know that I have to get to know them to know who they really are..

The best thing happened to me when the games began.. I was called by some of the old members to join their group, because we ought to have five people in a group. The people in my group, Jenna, Venuz, Anthy and Kitty Minky, are really nice.. Thank u guys for having me in your group.. :) We won the 1st prize for "mengiklankan" soyjoy btw and each of us got 250K worth of MAP voucher from soyjoy, the sponsor of the event.. Yay.. Now I'm currently still in the search for the thing that I should spent the voucher for.. Think.. Think..

Btw, I finally got a picture of the CnK shoes that I have mentioned in one of my previous posts. Ta da.. Isn't she beauteous..

primer

Hey.. I got better today n decided to go to GI with Mr. qX. Took a quick look of Brightspot Market there. Love the suede melissa shoes btw but the price is still a no no for me n thank God that the SA told me that they haven't got any stock of them yet.. the suede melissa is just there as a display.. sweet..

We couldn't get a place at the food court.. we're late again.. coz it's still fasting month.. n we got into an argument about not getting any seat.. AGAIN.. oh, I'm getting annoyed just by remembering it.. It's not my fault anyway.. We've gotten there at more or less 5PM but he said it's too soon so we went to take a look of the Brightspot market and bought a Nu Green Tea for him at the FoodHall.. Unfortunately.. by the time we got to the food court, there were no seat left for us..

Well, at least I bought the purple MUFE primer.. It looked good on my face when the SA applied it on my face.. my face looked brighter. can't wait to try it myself.. :) Hopefully it won't put any pimples on my face.. crossin' my fingers.. :p almost tempted to buy the under-eye concealer also because it blended nicely under my eye but because the primer itself is already 315K and the concealer is about 200K, I just can't buy it.. I can't, I can't.. that's it I said it over n over again in my head.. maybe later.. :p

We got over the argument anyway n decided to eat at a Mangga Besar. I forgot its name. kind of difficult for me to explain about the food there in English.. not because they tastes bad, but I just can't explain how nice the food are..

not good

Today, I don't feel really good. I already have difficulties getting my own saliva down my throat from the time I wake up in the morning. It's like swallowing a golf ball.. T_T

But Mr. qX has been so sweet since last night, urging me to take some medicine and pure honey although it's really hard for me to swallow the honey coz its texture in my mouth made me gag


I hope I will feel better tomorrow.. I really want to go to the Brightspot Market at GI.. shopping.. shopping yay :) though I'm not sure that I will find things that suits my budget :p if there are, it will be awesome.

memupuk cinta.. :p

I got this quotation when reading one of the posts at lajangdanmenikah.com.. surely inspiring..

We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it.
(John Lennon)

sweet things

The sweetest things that I have to remember, especially when I'm angry at him or when we're in a fight, is that he always willingly rides me home from Kemang to my place near Pasar Baru, which means that he has to go all the way back to his place near Kemang..

Of course he can only do this if he can manage to pick me up at Kemang on time.. because his office is at Kelapa Gading.. So sweet of him.. Thank u so much honey.. Mmmuuaacchh.. :)

the city

Oh.. Indonesia.. Jakarta, to be exact.. the city where I have lived in since I was born.. the city which I love the most and hate at the same time..

Do u know Mr. G ("G" stands for governor)? The Trans Jakarta that u call the anti-traffic jam transportation was held up today by I don't know what.. which causes us, some of your beloved Jakarta's citizenry to queue until God knows when.. sweating our clothes off, packed in this quite small poorly ventilated cubicle bus station to wait for the orange bus to come pick us up.. as we don't have any other option than to wait for that f@#$%n orange bus coz u have banned the other buses which pass through our neighborhood..

Well.. I believe u don't know.. coz u have never experienced what we have gone through almost everyday.. It's because you travel around by using your own private car.. air conditioned and equipped with a chauffeur who are ready to drive you anywhere u want to go..

In addition, I guess u will not believe what I've seen while I'm in the orange bus on my way home.. the traffic at the Sarinah intersection was almost in a chaotic condition while all of the police who should have been working were in fact, chit chatting in their station..Hmm.. What a good officer they are..

another month

Can't believe that it's already September.. Uugghh.. I want to go somewhere nice.. T_T

telat bgt

I have written this since last month but somehow I cannot urge myself to post it until now.. :p Well, here it is..

I went to EX's Pizza Hut with my second sister on Friday, July 10, 2009 to treat her before she went to Bintan to work there as an apprentice. Well, the prices of food have gone higher these days. We spent 150K for a lasagna, a beef fettucine, a small size cheesy bites "American Favourite" pizza and two glasses of iced lemon tea. I know that the pizza is not actually the real American favourite.. :p

Anyway.. we shared the lasagna and the fettucine and we're already full before eating the pizza.. But still we finished them, as our mom always told us to finish our food. We were lucky that we did not throw up.. It was such a shame anyway to throw up all the food as the food was nice.. I always love the lasagna and the beef fettucine at Pizza Hut.

We went window-shopping after that.. as I literally could not afford almost all of the clothes displayed there and although there are some that I could afford, I would still think about a hundred timed to buy them as they were still too expensive for me.. Ow.. poor moi.. :( However, on the bright side.. we found a little accesories shop named Phoebe and Chloe. It is a pink dominated shop and the sales promotion girls wear a lolita look-alike dress. And I found this "engraved" ring.. Pardon me if I have misstated the type of the ring.. I should have googled more..

Well.. actually my sister found it first and showed it to me.. Lucky me that she was not interested in it as it was the only one left.. It was in fact, not in the right shape and chipped a little. I asked the SPG if there is any other left of the same kind of ring and you know the answer.. In addition, the shop has only one branch at Paris Van Java. I do not have a plan to go to Bandung anytime soon so I bought the ring anyway..


I have spent most of my life searching for this kind of ring.. :D lebai.. It isn't actually similar to what I've dreamed my ring would be. But I think it does suffice for now. I bought it for only 20K.. Quite affordable for a store at PI.. I think..

I'm still in search for my dream ring, of course.. and waiting for the special guy to present me "the one" ring.. :) hopefully soon..

smile

qX: Waw yg rambutny dipotong keliatan lebih fresh, kog semiranny ga begitu kliatan seh warnany.

The moment I read that short message, I could not help smiling. I know that other people may not consider it worth to be noticed but that simple compliment really means something for me.. really.. thank u sayang..

weird

whoops.. forgot to tell u 'bout something..

After getting my hair done, I went to the "warnet" where my sister, niar works part-time. Well, disana trnyata ada two chinese men yg SKSD bgt gitu dh.. ada customer laen jg sbnrny, ga cuma dua orng itu aj, tapi kliatanny dua orng itu udh knal lmyn akrab sm penanggung jwb warnet itu..

Trus dua orng itu tuh kyk smacem "flirting" gitu lah ke gw.. nanya2 ini itu.. Yg satu bisa bhs indo, yg satu lg ga bisa.. Ade gw bilang mrk prnh ngajak pegi anak penanggung jwb warnet itu.. n cowo yg ga bisa ngomong indo katany lg nyari istri.. ha..ha..ha.. pantesan aj..

Gw coba ngomong pake bhs mandarin, trus mrk kira gw bisa ngomong mandarin.. :D mrk pikir gw sengaja pura2 ga bisa.. krn dengan lancarny gw ngomong "wo bu se gu yi de" dgn aksen mandarin asli.. ha..ha..ha.. tambah aj mrk pikir gw sengaja pura2..

pdhl sh emang cuma bisa sdikit doang.. :p

undecided sunday

Not having decided to go to the salon to get my hair dyed, I woke up today at about 9.30 AM and decided to go to Pasar Baru first to buy a couple of things. I actually want to buy BB cream which I found out about while I was browsing.. but it turned out that the stores at Pasar Baru do not sell any of those cream.. I ended up buying a brush, tweezer and a buffer..

It's really sunny today and the heat is almost unbearable soooo... I finally decided to go to the salon.

I had my hair trimmed and dyed. I actually want to dye my hair blond but I'm afraid that it will make me look weird so I decided to play safe and turn to a warmer color.. One thing that I don't like after going to the salon is having a big hair.. that big hair caused by the "blowing" thing.. Uugghhh.. I hate it.. cause my hair will expand naturally in heat and that "blowing" thing will make it even bigger.. for me.. I don't know for other people.. jadul bgt dh jdny kliatanny.. pengen gw kempesin terus.. tapi ga enak sm mas2 yg udh motonginny.. :(

Oouch.. my stomach is rumbling.. gotta eat now..

debat

Kenapa ya akhir2 ini gw sm dia berantem melulu.. for example today we went to Joni Steak. Awalny sh ya kyk biasa aj.. Gw cuma iseng aj buka topik pmbicaraan.. kebetulan disamping ada tukang es gitu..

T: Itu tape ato nangka ya?
qX: Ga tau dh.. klo ga tau tanya dong ke abangny.. jgn diem aj..
T: Ya kn ak ga bli.. masa ak nanya2..

Gw sh ga kesel atau gmn ya stlh dia ngomong gitu. Tapi abis itu kog kykny dia nyindir2 terus bkn cuma soal tape nangka tadi tp jg soal gw yg ga bisa manggil waitressny krn mrk ga prnh ngliat ke arah tmppt kt duduk.. Males bgt ga seh klo disindir terus.. skali dua x sh ga mslh.. tapi klo udah terus2an ya gw marah lah.. walaupun apa yg dia bilang tuh bener.. tapi tetep aj gw kesel..

gondok.. gondok..

tapi abis itu baikan juga sh.. abis.. mknnanny blom abis.. kasian dia ga bakal bisa abisin sndirian.. kan bliny pake duit..

reality bites

"Love doesn't always come in
convenient packages"

Quoting it from one of Stephanie Meyer's Twilight Novel. I forgot which one.. Kena bgt di gw kalimat itu.. so true.. pengen nangis lg jdny..

me sad

Why do I feel like crying again n again???

ceritanya mbak woro dan mas andri

Saking sukanya sama ceritany mbak woro, aku sampe baca dari awal she n her hubby mulai post di the pradonos' life. I'm not a stalker mbak, so jgn ketakutan dulu aku sampe segituny baca dari awal.. abis asik seh.. :) Kadang aku sampe nangis2.. di kantor sh bacany, jd air matany ditahan gitu.. kadang ketawa2 sndiri.. hi..hi.. Ngiri bgt sama mbak woro yg punya suami kyk mas andri.. uuugghhh.. mau juga..

Ceritany seh memang cuma ttg keseharian mereka, tapi bikin ketagihan gitu bacanya.. Ga tau knp, bingung jg.. Udh slesai ak baca sampe post yg trakhir, mbak woro bilang mgkn dia ga bakal ngepost lg.. sedih.. tapi tetep respect sm keputusanny.. Love u mbak..

a-line

Finally, the white T-shirt and batik skirt that I ordered from Couture Creation arrived today..


I like them both though my near ass area looks more "mumbul" in this skirt.. pdhl dari dpn aku suka.. stengah sedih stengah seneng.. bginilah susah senangny online shopping.. ditambah.. ternyata di bag ketek kaos putihny ada sebagian jaitannya yg lepas, kyk ampir ketek bolong gitu dh.. Untung gw priksa dulu, klo ga gmn jdny klo gw pake besok.. uugghhh.. akhirnya gw jait sndiri..

wondering why..

Kenapa seh dia ga prnh sms2 kangen lg ke aku??? T_T

alarmed

I bought an alarm clock for him. I didn't bring my digicam when I bought it, so I can only post the "ready to be given" version.. :p


Actually, I'm nervous giving him a present.. Soalny blom ada sesuatu yg gw ksh yg kykny bisa bikin dia buahagia bgt.. Apa yah? but at least he give me his "I appreciate it" face, a thank you and a kiss on my cheek.. he..he..

Jgn lupa dinyalain ya sayang.. supaya besok ga lupa bangun sahur.. Love u.. ^o^

annoyed

Aaaaaarrrgggghhhh...

This morning Mr. qX didn't answer my call AGAIN. He said last night that he wanted to pick me up tapi malah ga diangkat2 telpny.. I don't know how many times this have happened. Memang seh msh bisa diitung pake jari, but STILL.. I'm pissed. These kind of things always ruin my mood.. Ugh.. nyebelin.. nyebelin..

I know that he must have fallen asleep.. forgot to turn on his cellphone so that I can call him in the morning.. padahal kn udh baekan smlm eh malah bikin gondok lagi pagi2.. tapi trnyata dia jg ga sahur.. kasian.. kuat ga ya dia.. hmm... klo udh gini susah jg.. kasian sm diany..

sori ya sayang.. tapi ak teteup ngrasa sebel.. udh bawa saputangan n kacamata.. repot kn bawa2 jaket.. ga kepake lg.. Uuuggghhh.. :(

N u know what.. What a weird sister I have..

Gw kluar rmh duluan tadi pagi, trus mampir beli nasi uduk dulu. Eh ga tauny dia udh naek angkot duluan gitu trnyata.. Jlnny cuma ngliat kedepan aj.. pdhl kn dia mestiny ngelewatin gw yg lagi beli nasi uduk.. Tapi trnyata pas di halte busway.. gw yg nyampe duluan. haik..haik..haik.. Itulah kekhasan angkot.. Yg anehny, gw tegor pas di halte, dia kyk ktakutan gitu, ga mao ditegor.. Eh ga tauny ada temenny, cowo brngkt bareng sm dia.. ngerti seh.. tapi ga ush kyk gitu bgt kaleee.. Trus pas di blok m.. gw ga negor lg, malah dia yg negor.. cepe dh.. gmn sh..

pasta.. pasta..

Last saturday, I went out for dinner with my father and my third sister, niar. We went to GI and ate at Pasta de Waraku. I have been eyeing to eat there since I saw their yummy display but I have yet eaten there coz it's a bit pricey for me so "mumpung pegi mkn sm bokap" we decided to to eat there. I know.. I'm an ungrateful daughter.. Kan klo ga enak mknanny sayang bayar pake duit sndiri.. :p

Overall, the food tastes good. But not that awesome.. We ordered korokoro tofu (I guess) as the appetizer, spaghetti with crab croquette, trus spicy creamy apa gitu.. lupa namany.. rasany biasa seh.. but I really like the crab croquette, walaupun spaghettiny tetep rasany jg yah.. biasa aj.. oya.. my sister ordered choco2 apa gitu.. n for me it's not recomended coz it tastes like milo biasa gitu lho.. cuma ditambahin whipped cream aj.. Sayang ga ada fotony.. I actually brought my digicam that night tapiiii.. krn udh laper duluan, lupa difoto dh sblm dimkn.. he..he.. Well, I guess hargany mahal krn udangny cukup tebel2.. hi..hi..

Trus abis itu muter2 window shopping.. n guess what I found at Charles & Keith.. I will post the shoe pic if I found it..

a nervous start

I'm currently in a so-called fight with my bf and I realize that I can express my feelings better in writings.. I guess I have to start practising. I'm not good in memorizing names and dates so I think posting in this blogs will be very useful for me. . I don't want things in my life just easily passes by anymore. I have to keep faith in this, crossing my fingers.. :)